There
had been a severe drought, and the members of a rural congregation were deeply
concerned that their crops would be ruined. With the pastor’s encouragement, they
all decided to meet back at the church that afternoon to hold a special prayer
service asking God to bring rain for their dying crops. Later that day after
they had all gathered together, the minister stood up and announced in
disappointment that they were cancelling the prayer service. When asked why, he
told them because they didn’t believe it would bring the rain. “Why do you say
that,” they asked. “Because not one of you brought an umbrella,” he replied.
I’m sure you’ve all heard this story
at one time or another and isn’t it so true. How often do we beg and plead with
God, knowing he can, but unconvinced that he will provide, sustain, and
whatever else we’ve prayed about. Recently, I had a conversation with a friend
about a desire of mine which is, for me, humanly impossible. I would have
completely abandoned the idea altogether except my friend reminded me that
faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.
(Hebrews 11:1) We know that God can do the “impossible” – “With man this is
impossible, but with God all things are possible (Matthew 19:26) Granted, Jesus
was speaking specifically about entering the kingdom of God and how it’s easier
for a camel to go through the eye of a needle then for a person we believe to
be perfect and who seems to have all the right stuff to earn a halo by his own
merit. What I’m hoping for is so much smaller than that. If God can bridge the
gap between our sinfulness and his holiness, then he wouldn’t have any problem
at all making my heart’s desire a reality. I know he can. What I can't answer is - why would he? I have to turn back to Jesus' words for my answer: "Which of you, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your
children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who
ask him!” (Matthew 7:9-11)
Sometimes we pray for something and then sit there like a couch
potato, sending a reminder to God from time to time… “I’m still waiting!” And
when we don’t see any movement toward what we want the outcome to be, we say
our prayer wasn’t answered or that the answer was no. Seriously! Do we really
think that? God is our heavenly Father. He’s not going to sit by and not say or
do anything when we come to him with our needs and desires. He’s going to scoop
us up into his arms and talk with us, not like the department store Santa at
Christmas time going over a wish list, but like a loving, doting father who is
drawn to the care and nurture of his precious little ones. We just need to stop
listening for what we want to hear and looking for what we want to see and
actually pay attention to what he says and does to know how much he loves and
cares for us.
So what about this secret desire I’m praying about? I don’t know
yet and won’t for a while – This is one of those long-term situations. What I
do know is that God will answer and when I know and take hold of his answer, I
will be happy. How do I know that? Because God told me so: Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything,
by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will
guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:6-7)
About the pictures:
Blackwater Falls State Park (May 2010)
1 comment:
Wow I couldn't agree with you more. God speaks to us in many ways and we do have to work for it. He hears and sees everything. I pray that you receive your hearts desire soon tomorrow even. God has used your story to touch me and encourage me. May he bless you. In the name of Jesus he has heard your prayer!! God is good
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